these are the thoughts that go through my head When I'm cured on a Sunday afternoon When I have the house to myself And I am not spending all that energy on fighting With my boyfriend
Is he the one that I will marry Why's it so hard to be objective about Why do I feel so literally alone Am I supposed to live In this crazy satire You lie constant fear and strict urgency life Denying tradition be overcome Where there's no ...can cure life's sin To those of needy have so much some people have Nothig still I do I feel frantically ... Stay up until morning Why do you say you love me spiritual
Yet you treat me more like shit How can you say you're close to God? And yet you talk behind my back as though I died A part of you I do I say I'm fine when it's obvious I'm not Why's It so hard to tell you what I want Why can't you just read my mind
Why do I fear that the quieter I am The less you will listen Why do I care whether you like me or not Why's it so hard for me to be in grip Why it is such work to stay conscience and so easy to get stuck And not the other way around
Feeling in the mood But you can not append I feel I'll ...if I must do that And master why am I encouraged to ... When it gets too close to home why can't I ride Then in the morning
